There was a new girl in town.
She had it all figured out. (Had it all figured out)
And I'll state something rash. It isnt rash
She had the most amazing .. smile
You don't just have the most amazing , but the smile that brings wonders to my life

I bet you didnt expect that
But she made me change my ways. (She made me change my ways)
You changed me , to a better person
With eyes like a sunet baby You do have a pair of this eyes
And legs that went on for days


I'm fallin' in love
But it's fallin' apart.
I need to find my way back to the start.
When we were in love.
Oh things were better than they are.
Let me back into
Into your arms.
Into your arms.
There is where i belong

She made her way to the bar.
I tried to talk to her.
But she seemed so far. (She seems so far)
You might seem far away , but i know you are always there
Outta my league.
I had to find a way to get her next to me.


I'm fallin' in love
But it's fallin' apart
I need to find my way back to the start
When we were in love
Oh things were better than they are
Let me back into
Into your arms
Into your arms
There is where i belong

Oh she's slippin' away
I always reach when I'm thinking of words to say
All the things she does
Make it seem like love It was love It's just a game. (Just a game)
It wasnt just a game , cause we love
Then I like the way that we play


I'm fallin' in love
But it's fallin' apart
I need to find my way back to the start

I'm fallin' in love
But it's fallin' apart
I need to find my way back to the start
When we were in love
Oh things were better than they are
Let me back into.
Into your arms
Into your arms
Into your arms
Into your arms

Let me back into your arms cause i know there is where i want to be and where i belong. I know we will find our way back to the start . But for now , I will wait for you .I heard this song lots of time
Sang it alot of times
Made covers of it
Acoustic and original
But this song seem so much nicer when i heard it from your blog
All the love songs i heard . Was never as nice as the ones i heard from you

What did i say wrong?
Why ..
I know you just didnt feel like it today
call me petty ,
but after reading your posts
i felt jealous .
I dunno why
Am i just looking into things too much?
or maybe i am just too petty .
I dunno why ,
But when i stared at my phone
waiting for it ring
every minute seemed to be a hour
I know i might have said  something i shouldnt say last night
but ..
i dunno . i really dont wanna lose you
i really cant take it when we don't talk
Tmr is coming in a few minutes
I just hope that you will talk to me

(:

Yesteray !
Had POA test .
I think can do quite well
the paper was 25 marks
only screwed a 2 marks question
So i think its okay ?
haha.
Used the pen you gave me (:
After that went des for CCA
tiring ttm
Bathed there
went to bugis to look for zw present
went to zw chalet
then i lazy type lah :X
haha
Went home at 1 30 plus
cabbed home reached ard 145
Said some unhappy stuff
I am the one who is suppose to say sorry not you
why did you say sorry when it isnt your at all fault :D
To know how much you love me
Really makes me happy
Now that I am certain I Don't want anyone else (:
I love you

To know how miserable you are
and i cant do a fuck about it
it hurts me .
But you still have me ,
I am always here
You can always relate your problems to me
please do me a favour and cheer up :D

I dunno how to express my love for you
all i can say is i really love you :D


Love that song .
The line describes you
she You have the most amazing smile :D

Love you
Gonna use the pen you gave me for tmr's test (:

Dun be like this baby
Cheer up please :D

Meow !
Hahahahaha , Back from a super tiring day
Lessons till 3 plus D:
Had Art , Got F - ed by mrs jonoh
mood swing man ><
haha
Slept throughtout chinese lesson :X
I only lie on my chair and sleep
Jianhong more zai
Went to the back of the class
and lie on two chairs :X
Prooooooo ~
HAHHA
Some ASSHOLE provoked me today
and activated my mood change button .
When i am sleeping somemore ,
Seriously Don't do that again
Or you wont just a get light punch .
-.-
asshole , Nvm.

Yesterday!
After school went for dance
super tired
I pulled my ligament AGAIN.
oww , dun even know how to perform for CNY
die ~
not to mention going hongkong
Now i do one che kong also need rest for 5 mins
Den i feel better
the strain is so freaking intense ><
nvmm that
at least i got to train yesterday
Changed my taolu abit :D
Signature moves :X
HAHAHA
still feeling the ache all over my body
And that is dance tmr

Needa study for tmr POA test
ahh , I shall get full marks ! HAHA
impossible .
Playing Mahjong on viwawa
Fun :D
Jie jie we play together later okay ? :X
HAHAH

(:

Hello !
Surived yet another tiring day at school :D
Had stupid maths for 1 and 1/2 hour
Doing questions that make my head crack
Had geog test
I am going to fail ><
But but but but ,
I wont fail the next test on monday :D
study study ..
Hee after school celebrated Inqa birthday in class
with lots of fellow peer leaders
lots of people (:
The cake was extremely big O.O
even the principle came in to wish her happy birthday
haha lucky girl
happy birthday (:
after that went to wash cars
to raise funds for school's needy people
actually the actual thing on saturday
but today was just practice? hahah
after that slacked ard in school
went home (:

Miss you .. (:

School was very tiring today ,
Art is super super super screwed
Doing Henri Matisse style of painting which i had no idea
how to do at all .
Drawing some partially nude woman
then paint them with different different blends of colours
with only 12 base colours is not fun
But still , it was the most relaxing lesson !
hahaha Ms Jonoh and mr nicholas switched on the radio
and was singing throughtout the lesson O.O
Mr nicholas could actually beatbox ! cooooool :D
Haha , the rest of the day was normal
My skull almost cracked in Chem and Maths class
When i am reading the textbook trying to understand
the teacher goes to another question which is more cheem
wthhhhhhhhh -.-
Mr douglas stop talking so fast !
Give your chem rep a break !
Hahaha
After school went to bedok corner to eat with
Zul , Ismail , Syabil , Jianhong , Muza , Ishan , Yonglin
Marilyn and yuan ling . Saw Skye and Zoey there (:
You two grown tall :X
hahaah. After that went to POSB to withdraw money with mummy cause i wanted buy a new jian
So instead of taking out the money my mum applied a ATM card for me
yay :D
But i think i will just finish using every single cent within a few days :X
Woops.
Hahaha
There is Geog test tmr
POA test on Thur
Chem test next week
I havent study yet !
And i am just too lazy :X
Oops ! Going for dinner now
byebye (:


See I so ting hua (: update le :D
Stop skipping dinner ! not good (:

Happy :D

Hello people !
I am finally back home after a long long day !
Lets see what happen yesterday ! (:
23th jan
Performance at Chinatown !
reached DES at 1 plus
practiced , make up , change and everything
Went down to chinatown !
The bus driver was super steady,
He managed to drive into a small lane
from a very narrow angle
Claps*
Our eyes met , we smiled
i melted .
Then rehearseal , super tiring !
the starting was only suppose to do 2 Ji qiao
Ended up doing 6 O.O
Cause the lane was too long
haha , tirng but fun !
Den rest awhile , den performance start
Luckily dint screw up :D
Went back des ,
Bathed there ! super shiok
Den blah blah at des
went home :D

Today !
Went down to AMK hub to meet daryl
whew , far place from my house
went to see a chinese doctor
For our injured legs
felt better after that
Went to doby to eat
after that Daryl went to buy bubble tea
and only after drinking like 1/8 of it
He spilled it in the mrt station
he was afraid the cleaner would scold him
den we ran away
HAHA .
Went down to des to say hi
den went to bugis to meet my classmates
Did art homework
Took lots of pictures for art hw
Looked like some tourist first time in sg
HAHA
after that went do some stupid stuff
den came home.
i am dead tired
but i am happy (:

Thanks ,
I wont give up the fight
and , did i mention that you look super cute and mature in your new specs ?:D

My heart shattered into a million pieces
no ,
Our heart shattered into 2 million pieces
I cant help but tear
I am sorry for making you tear
I am sorry i ever doubted you
I know i have should have nv done that
But i promise darling , i will try

try to see that smile
And i want to let you know that
the best for me , is not giving up
but holding on . Thats the best for me.
Because its for you , and you all that I am happy for
How i wish i could wipe your tears away

We realised how strong our love was ,
But we just have to part
To make this story end
But there is always a new Chapter 2 in every new book
I want to move on and go on
while holding your hands to write this story together
and no one else


I know someday we will complete our dance as well

Dragons and Phoenix are myths
but in myths
They were meant and created to be together as one perfect pair

Yet again I see you in my dreams .

Confused

So what was your answer?
I dun really know
I wanna really know that so bad

I wanna let you know that
Its totally fine
Because I want you to be happy
If that i can achieve , i will be the type of guy that is facing extinction
But sometimes I am just too selfish
I want you all to myself
Without knowing your diffculties
Without thinking for you ..
But i am trying ..
I know i cried over you lots of times
So did you
Scarifice much for you
yes you did , maybe twice as much
Sometimes I really feel that i am failure in life
Fail in being a guy who loves his girl
I fail in doing that ..
But I am trying , thats all i can do for you
I wont be whining over your answer but i just wanna know
What really is your answer ?
I know your studies are important
but what do you mean by MAYBE?
I dun understand ..

This feeling so strong

Finally back from school !
nothing much happen today
had art ! super slack
i was very tired thought so i had a nice nap (:
i failed my fucking physics test cause i didnt put in SI units
but my answers were all correct suppose to get like 13/15
ended up with a 6 .
Screwed up
After school went to eat
with ASWS !
Callaghan , Gaskarth , Barakat , Merrick
hahah , we such wannabes :X
who cares ! its for fun
went ard disturbing people
haha , had fun
alright !

YESTERDAY
went down to DES to perform at buddha tooth relic
with the teachers
for chinatown press conference
Madam yan was in like a super good mood
Even when jingle bell forgot to come out on stage
in the middle of the rehearseal , she didnt scold !
So unlike her
She had a new haircut . no comments :X
after that went back to des to do some packing
and clear some stuff
Left DES at 10 plusss
Dead tired.
Later going des for chinatown rehearseal ._.


Whats this strong feeling..
It makes me feel so certain
                       
         
                          I miss you , How i wish i could see you right now
                         Waiting for your answer (:

Its okay

its okay , take some time to decide
follow what your heart tells you
i know somewhere deep inside
our story still exist
with no last page..
just remember to tell
 me your decision (:

            God gave me 2 eyes to see , 2 ears to listen
            2 arms to touch 2 legs to walk but only 1 heart
            because there was two hearts , but the hearts
            was shared with you.

i am waiting

Back from all the bitching at school
English and maths teacher was super bitchy today .
totally pissed me off ._.
Stupid english teacher talk as if she is the empress
always look upwards when she talk , making stupid expression
act cute . WTF man
Worse of all , she insult Chinese dance? say our dancers fat?
Oh please , could you fucking get a mirror and take a look how fat you are yourself?
And please get a extra big ,
I dun think a 50ftx50ft mirror can even see half you
Fat shit.
Get a life , i bet you cant even wear a leotard
The straps will most probably snap .
assshole.
Maths teacher was just plain bitchy :/
Stayed back to do SS
wrote super long
Left class ard 1.30
Went to get lunch with zul and jianhong
After that went gym
Walked home with Jonathan and jeremy
Haha 3 J walking together
Stupid Jonathan trick me into jumping to the other side of the drain
Cause he said that was no other road infront to walk
and being unfamiliar with the road and i couldnt see the road infront
I believed in this fren of mine whom i known for 7 years !
cheated my feelings ):
ohwell , even the best of frens plays tricks on you .
Lots of homework to be done !
byebye

I pray every next day i would hear something from you
Whatever it is i will be waiting
I am waiting here for you to complete me
Only you can ..


                                                                                                     In love there is no impossibilities

One time more

One more chance darling
Please
Just once

Give me a chance?

Hello worldddddddddddddddddd (:
Back from tiring school !
Today was kinda fun especially during art
outdoor sketching
Then colouring with impressionism
Hhahaha
Never thought i would enjoy art :/
okay..
Let see what happen yesterday !

Sunday
Went down to des for practice
Ended at 10
Wtf man
stupid yan yan
Assssssssss .
Had some preview for chinatown representives
The stupid dragon was like so heavy
Shouldnt go much into detail
cause there was too many things happening
haha
everyone ate mood swing medicine yesterday
haha especially weijie and Xiaoxing laoshi
meowwwww.
Scary. hahah
Thats all for today (: byebye

You know everytime I look at you or even see you
i  just wanna run up to you and hug you
I cant help but steal glances at you
I know you are looking but you just turn away
I want to look into your eye and say i love you
i wanna feel your touch
i wanna hear your voice
i wanna feel your love
i wanna smell your scent
Everything wonderful in my life just comes together when i see you
silly as it is , i wanna try
I wanna try one more time
Will you give me the chance?
I miss you

The day is finally over!

Oh finally , everything have come to an end
so freaking tiring !
I thought i was going to be backstage
so i wore kinda black :/
den in the end went frontstage to help out .
AH !
tired
Was at VT from 2 - 10
i am like super tired
But but but you know what?

I reached home and switched on the computer
and open my internet explorer and type in .....
and the most beautiful smile appear
on my computer smile
It totally put a smile on my face too

I wanna let you know that
You look best to me in whatever you wear
or whatever your hairstyle is like
Cause to me , you are not just another girl
but a girl who changed me
or rather the angel of my life.
I am really missing you alot ,
i dunno how to express this feeling
i can only say..

I really love you
and
I love that smile of yours :D

its killing me too

Yay ! Finally finished training !
Now blogging at des !
Cause there is no body here
all went for rehearseal at VT
heeeee ~
Training was super slack
Did practically nthin
Oh well
Gonna assist tmr and work backstage
gonna miss out the performance again !
sadd!

I miss you so bad ..
I really wanna try again
But your studies your parents and everything...
haix
its just tearing me inside
To not have you by my side

Its not your fault

It isnt your fault
and you are not putting me through any pain
i won't say we deserve this
but i will endure this
why?
Cause i love you
and i cant imagine my future without you

I hope you will hold on
I'll be waiting (:
You have been hurt too ,
and i am sorry

Baby , i love you

):

Could days be getting any worse?
Bad things just keeps happening
Why the fuck man ?
This is so amusing.
Living like that is just tiring
i am tired of all this

Why ?

hahaha , why that does it hurt me so bad?

School !
Screwed , after nt doing my hair and look like some retard after a few days
I finally made an effort to wake up early and do it
And guess what?
The DM annouced there are still boys with wrong hairstyle
and the next minute
3 ~ 5 teachers at back came to me
and pull me out
One teacher asked
Teacher : Do you know that your hairstyle is wrong?
Me : Ya and then ? (Sleepy tone)
Teacher : Then why are you making the mistake when you know its wrong
Me : Isit ? But cher to ERR is human , so people do make mistakes don't they ? And mine is just a minor one
Teacher : But who would make such a stupid mistake?
Me : So you are calling stupid ? (sarcastic and purposely :x)
Teacher : No i am not (ANGRY OOPS :x)
Me : See ? people makes mistakes . Don't they?
Teacher : Go flatten your hair Now or your parents will be called up!
Me : Call lor , see who die (mubbling to myself)
Teacher : What ?
Me : Oh nothing , go do hair .
i purposely took quite long cause that particular teacher seem to be forever picking on chinese dance group .
(comes out)
Teacher : Why the hell did you so long just to flatten a hair
Me : You know that hell isnt just long ? But its deep too . I needa make sure do properly mah if not later you CALL my parents how (scarstic tone)
teacher walks away
Wth lah , teacher nowadays no life .
hahah w/e

after school went jamming for 2 hours !
kinda wasted time
but still practised quite abit
Home ,
Homework undone > <
dead.

I totally lost without you guiding the way
Its been like ystd since i lost you
I am missing you so damn bad .
I am falling in love
But its falling apart
i need to find my way back to the start
When we were in love
Things were better then they are
let me back into , into your arms
(The maine-Into your arms)
Let me back into your arms baby
i really wanna hold you tigh like i always did
This days life seem to be getting harder
With like everything in your way
even the things you do
My heart even seem to beat slower without you
Its killing myself inside
Its like feeling turn into millions of knifes
Stabbing you deep
without killing you
Leaving you in doubt
Make you wonder
Give you hope.
Tell me what to say
So you dont leave me




,
48 Days without you baby ):

Whew

Today is 11 minus 1 equals 10 !
11/1/10
Finally havin the time to blog
Long long long long weekend for me
Totally shagged out
Alright lets start with friday !
Had CCA fair in school
Perform one dance and one wushu
Was playing on stage :X
oops.
But i didnt screw up okayy!
HAHAH

Saturday
Went down to des to assist Till 4
Den went for competition training
super tired den at 7
Went to dance Dragon
For Cheenatown
ended at 10
wtf man
cause of stupid jingle bell
Fuck him man .
Fucker wasted my time.
totally spoiled my freaking plan
Nvm.
Went home after that
Reach Ard 1130
Dad called home and ask if i wanted to go cage at ECP to play soccer
Den i hestitated for awhile but den i agreed
Changed and everything
Cabbed down to ECP
PLay from 12 to 2
Got injured so i went to take a stroll at the beach
Though of many stuff
Its just so hard not to do anything abt it
I missing you so damn bad
But what can i do?
haix.
Went back to the pitch ard 3
Den went home
Ate prata at some malay shop opposite my house
The prata failed.
Lol. So much for making me thinking i was going to have good food.

Sunday
Went down to des
To practice some wushu performance crap
Then went for competition training
My tigh injuries getting worse
Training was kinda slack too :X
Nvm
i learned Drunken sword !
My back almost broke
while doing the balance
ohwell.

Today
Went to school as usual
slack day
Geog and chem teacher didnt come !
Hhaha
After school did two songs for
UWHEN ling and jane
For their birthday as promised
its kinda late but yeah :X
Did Into Your Arms by THE MAINE
damned if i do ya by ALL TIME LOW
With my best buddies and guitarist of ASWS !
Ismail and zul .
Had unexpected backup vocals from marilyn and felicia
High Pitch !
but i guess it helped (:
Yeah i admit i screwed up the second song but who cares :X
thanks to zul who forgot to back me up and muza who made stupid faces that made me laugh .
hahaha
Hope to get our drummer soon
Maybe goin for jamming tmr !
yay.

Don't tell me forget to you
Cause I won't
Please teach me what do
I miss you so bad.

Yes . We never know.
One thing i know my love for you
I will wait (:
Baby please smile :D

Ohwell was dancing for the past few days
danced 4 times in a row
7Mins+ 4mins+ 4mins+ 7mins
And i am the only one in the whole dance group
that do that.
wtf .
I am awfully tired now
And there is performance tmr
I will blog another day
Bye

Fucked up day
Yes , mess with me
anything
But my necklace.
You try messing with me over that again
You'll see what you get . Bitch.

rmb to smile (:

Tired !

Just got home from des !
I am super tired ,
My limbs are beaking apart
Whew , finally i can lie down and be a pig.
HAHAHA!
had stupid Maths test today
Didnt really do :x
and and !

CHUA HUISI
please cheer up (:
Idk whats wrong but , cheer up !
(: teehheeeeeeee see you tmr morning !

I realised something today
I was kinda moody is class
Idk why
Then i saw you in my mind
Smiling (:
It send me right back to heaven ,
Your smile really brings wonder to my life
I had to say you had the most amazing...
SMILE

1st day of sch

It first day of sch
i have nothing much to say
It was freaking tiring
Cause i was on peer leader duty i was flying all over the place to do stuff
> <
I am super tired now


I know that you still love me
i am just happy
although i am not able to be able to solve everything
I will let this line carry me on to wait for you
'' we might find our place in this world someday"
Yes i believe in that
Believe in me girl . I really love you .
And i wont let it be just words
i'll wait :D

Back from alex wang concert !
Maybe alot ppl might find it stupid but i think i enjoyed
although he was gay and everthing
Maybe cause i understand how he feels
His songs evoke how he feels
And yeah , there is school tmr ._.

I am just happy to able to see you
I wish that i could just see you on the 3rd of every month
Your smile just brings wonder to my life
But i am feeling down
I dunno why
Its just sad not to be able see what i wanted to see .

3th Jan

Its 3rd Jan already ,
Its amazing how time files
From who we are before till who we are today
So how many things happen
And before we know it changes
You use to call me
Jamie -> sunshine -> darling
and till now?
We use to say how much we love each then we start doing things to show our love
and now ?
we use to have little fights the very next moment we would starting hugging and smiling
and now ?
We use to walk together and talk rubbish
now ?

So many things change so fast
How i hope we remained like we use to
And now the question still remains a question mark
Its the first Sunday of 2010
First 3rd Jan of 2010
How i wish i could spend it with you
Walking on the beach enjoying the breeze
But its kinda impossbile .
This anniversary date
There is only truth that i seek for
D Y S L M ?
Whatever the answer , i will keep to ways

From square 1

2010 is finally here ,
2009 was one the best years i had , the saddest year too
many things happen , life itself became a teacher .
You too taught me alot of things
I just wanna let you know , i will hold on
no matter what it takes.
Another year gone , i have apprehended lots of things in life
One is , what you want , is what you will fight for , Let sheer willpower keep you moving
thats why i hold on .
When you take a step to a side , you will see things in whole new persepective.
I learn to do that , not always.  But i do

I hope you see this.
Take care .

And Chole , thanks for speaking what i always wanted to say.
and cheer up , i know there is a way out
maybe some people just needs more time
not to mention diffculties
i dunno really know and all i can do is
tell you to cheer up (:
so please do cheer up (:
happy new year as well :D

"To truly understand the beauty of love , Is through experience of the pain of love"

You are so beautiful.

2010

The arrival of 2010 is here ! Wooooo , Went for countdown at Marina square !
The fireworks was awesome ! The people there was freaking high
screaming and shouting .
Hahahaha
Celebrated Xinyu Laoshi birthday too !
Went with ard 11 people ?
Cant remember ! Hahahahaha
After countdown we headed to clarke quay ,
The first time i see singaporeans so united !
All J - walked in all directions ! hahaha epic ! its happening in every road
the Traffic police couldnt do shit.
Reached Clarke quay . The crowd was wtf . lol
we went to look for a place to slack
Ended up buying beers from 7 - 11
Didnt really drink
Then there was this road where we walked past ppl spraying the white colour foam?
idk wth is that but later we join in the fun
They went to buy the spray
Then 11 of us all ran in the road spraying everyone we saw. HAHAHA
fun!
After that , kangwei got stopped by police ! HAHA, unlucky huh .
All soaked in foam we went to look for a toilet then we stumbled on a open club?
DJs and ppl dancing on the street
So again we join in the fun and danced along .
Tecktonik ~~~~~~~
hahaha , after the crowd disperse to went to look for cab to go home
on our way there , saw alot of ppl drunk on the street , Sleeping
and people in bandages , ambulance came as well
people fought. Maybe all too drunk lo . hahah
Then saw this super fat angmoh woman stripping
Wtf man ! so fucking disgusting > <
Rightttttttt , finally after competiting with so many  ppl to hire cab
finally got one ! me , simon , jiemin and mingyi went first
cause i was going home as i was sick and tired.
The rest was going to simon's house so they did . ya..
ahaha
Went to ECP macs Drive thru
the person that took our order was freaking funny
Us: doublecheese burger meal .
Cashier : Doublechess burger meal upsize?
Us: NO . meal
Cahsier : NONONONO no upsize. lol
She said alot funny stuff i couldnt rmb , ahaha
got one i asked her ,
Me : why is there a feather in my mcchicken ?
Cashier : mchicken upsize?
Me : Nono feather ,
Cashier : huh?
me: Curry sauce and garlic chilli pls.
HAHAHA
went home ~
Happy new year to all :D


the question persist .
praying for an answer.